oh !
what should i write .
i just want to get the hell out from this organization .
yea, it is a very good community group.
but i found that , i don't really like it.
and, please. stop asking me to do this and do that.
u might even think or say im irresponsible.
but, i don't really care.
just a bunch of crap for me.
hello.
at the end , you just know how to talk.
so, should i tell you that you are so irritates me.?
i don't like you. .
just keep staying in your imagination and live your own life.
SERIOUSLY !
seriously! i have been a very wtfLONG time never update my blog.
when i writing something on my blog , there is sure something going on.
just either good or bad only , but mostly are bad ! HAHA
finished up my semester 1 ..
exam : passed ! [satisfy result] =D
osce : passed [satisfy result also]
now having my posting week right now.FTW . God damm 6 weeks of posting.
literally mental abusing me... i mean , i like posting. but that long period makes me wanna pukes. hahaass
crosses : 43% .. [wtf]!
hope will achieve 80% laaaaaa....
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seriously . you are acting like you know everything .
i mean . yea, u know everything .. but are u seriously need to show ur showingOffFace when u talking?
SERIOUSLY i want a censored machine so BAD to censored ur face.
you are just depending on your mouth !
when really come to a thing which would like u to help , we'll see what happened.
seriously , cant you just be humble and keep your wtf mouth shut.
action speaks louder.so cut the craps laaa..
and .. i don't like your voice .
[so-called Orientation Day]
i don't really know where i want to start my blog.
because its been a very long time for me to update my blog.
okay , start from 5th-8th of july. the days that i left my mum alone at home.
this is like WTFBBQKNSTMD hard for me at the 1st day, but its getting better and better after a few days.
i having homesick , worrying about my mum and the thing that making me so uncomfortable was making new friends. but, luckily i found a few that still can communicate with LAH !
Orientation week started on the 1st day, those seniors gave each of us an egg shell.
and the tasks that we need to do were
1. take care of the egg , don't let it break.
2. during 8pm-1030pm, u need to go 'ding-dong' those senior's hostel and get their signature. and u at least must get 85 signature among 89 of them.
so , i went and get. MOST of them will ask u to do something before u get their signature.
some of them are very nice and straight sign for me. ISH , whatever. at the end i completed my tasks la which i don't really like to do . LOL ! i bet no one will likes Orientation day. -.-
oh ya ! i did break my egg on the 1st day because it 'attacked' by wind and drop from the table! *piak LMAO.
that time i was like WTF FML lah.
then i was too tired to bother the broken egg. so i just simply paste the egg shell back using cellotape.
on the next day, luckily got a senior curi-curi changed a new egg for me. : D
i don't really want to write a long long post now. so i gonna stop here lah.
wait i have my mood back, i update AGAIN lo . LOL ! ...
last thing is , i hope i will get used to it asap !! .
i kena rajin rajin pandai pandai !!! get good result.
honestly, i can really feel the stress although my lesson start on next week !
[ i never told You ]
okay , what makes me come here and update is my Fabby. [karmun] !
because i saw her finally update her blog , so i think i should update my blog also .
ya , i know , is Lame ! HA! what to do ? i'm abit passive . bleh
but , i dont know what to blog.
because i have do nothing everyday except facing my pc. -.-
most of my friends have started their school , and i not even start yet .
my course will start in the month of July. : )
kinda excited and nervous .. @_@ !
[ but whatever la , nothing much i can do]
hmmm .. now.
i having a upside down lifestyle.
means , sleeping at the afternoon and staying awake from night till early in the morning !
Great isn't it ? -.- ! FML ?
what i done for my holidays are..
watched
One Tree Hill , season 1-7 [ this is my favourite ! i watch this since i standard 5 or 6 bah ]
Grey's Anatomy , season 1 -6 [awaiting season 7 ] urm, this is a Dramatic drama which is nice to watch.
Fringe season 1-2 [awaiting season 3 ] its about sci-fic , nice =D
ANTM season 14
HAHA!
err.. im speechless ady .. i dont know what to write since nothing special happened around me.
so, ciaoz
*winks
[i got so much Love]
i get a call this morning while i'm still sleeping.
its was around 11am. HA ! i know its late. . .
..whatever. =D !
but the good news is : I GOT THE GOD DAMN SCHOLARSHIP !
Oh Holly Yeash ! HAHAHA !!..
but , when i heard this news.
i din't get so much of excitement , myb because i just woke up ..
but , who cares. ! ahahahah !!
now i can feel the joy . no more emo-ish , i think ! lmao ..
so .. back to few days before.
i was so worry about this and that ..
thought about what i can get from Expectation .
doesn't really think that good things will happens on me ..
but there are hopes ..
yes !thank god.. *amitabah*
thank you so much for giving me a chance !
seriously ! =D !!!
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and just now , i have a [bubur telefon] with this guy. !
yea, its belamy. my one and only really close friend. HA !
talked about everythings ..
i never thought that i will be so close with him as a friend ..
eventually , he is already be my best friend for almost 5years [counted this year LAH] =D
from random friends till now .. its been through alot for us.
got some fight sometimes , but most of the time we just having -
and we do have a lot of commons, i think LAH !
i still remember when we have our own very topic were Charmed and american next top model's scenes.
HAHAHA ! from that day , i started to know him more, and more, and MANY more...
when got to form4 , everyone is curious about me and him ..
because we always sticks around , just like a couple , but we're not.
even teacher go gepoh about us ! HAHA ! .. swt lo ! ..
i really glad that i know him .
and i hope that we will maintain our friendship like we used to.. =D
seriously ! HAHA ! *speechless*
this is when we were form4
i don't know what to crap liaw.
so , err Ciaos. ! lols
[oh-so-Random]
hmmm..
today's outing was quite random actually.
its like 80%-random 20%-fun
but overall is okay LAH ! ..
went to eat Shabu1 at lot10.
err , kinda okay la ! homemake more NICE . for me LAH !
don have any picture at there . so , there is no so . -.-
my random day end up with a random way, i think ! =D
-.- !
2ml needa wake up early again ..
and go back to school. yes , my secondary school. @_@ !
im lazy ...
i'll end here . ciaoz!
[trying to Crap]
somehow, u have to do something
so , what will you do .
speechless for me. . .
everything are fragile
it depends how you hold it.
and sometimes you break it..
so, just give me a chance, again. please?
why am i being so emo. ?
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i saw a quote
it said :
wipe your mouth
there still a tiny bit of bullshit around your lips !
HA ? funny tho ?
actually this is a LAME post.
just ignore it !
FML ! ..
yo, i watched back antm cycle1 !
omg . Elyse Sewell is so HAWK !
heres the picture of her ..
okay . i kinda boring actually.
so i come here and try to dig something to post !
seriously, i really wanna keep fit ! T_T !
and im trying now .. HA !
i think its better to end here ,
because i'm really speechless ! ..
idk what to write .. screw me .
2ml i going out with friends , so yeh .. hope its fun ..
ciaoz .
[emo-ish]
its been a long time , i din't touch my blog.
idk why , i always get some 'so-called mood' to write my blog at the MIDNIGHT!
a night that is silent , something sad , idk how to express . and some emo too ! lmao .
lol ! i back from genting last few days , it was a really nice trip ! but end too soon ..
*thank you hui bin for invited me* !
yesterday went for interview , and i think i screwed up !
because idk what am i talking at the moment ! HA ! ..
and i was sooo nervous !so end up like shit .. GAH !
hope they will understand me and give me a chance..
i feel so tension now ! i means for now ..
i always get some worry-ness in a sudden . i can feel it in my mind ..
and its kinda scared me !
oh ya , i just back from work !
this is the 1st day i work at a restaurant.
and its sucks .. -.- !
i means when the day comes to night ..
many people come for 'Tiger' . and i need to serve them like those 'beh zou mui' 's job ! zzz !
@__________@ im speechless ..
i think i going to quit it ! lmao ! .. coz my mom ask me to ..lol
and i seriously wanna keep fit ! ..
i wanna be LENG LUI ? ahahahah ! swt ...
i think i'll end here ..
so , ciaos !
its MONDAY !
actually i got nothing to blog about !
because nothing BIG happen .. lol ! ..
write something just for updating my blog !
so will not be so dead .. lol .
*pray hard*
hope what i wish !
okay , i am nervous about what will happen on 11/3 !
trying not to think but its always comes up in my mind !
i dont know what to say .
3/3 , i had a great with my friends =D ..
-ends- !
18 [25-02-2010]
希望自己能学会宽容大量! 坏脾气改掉!
哈!
change back to english ! because i type mandarin damm slow !
LOL .. okay , i know i am a hot temper person !
so , this year i hope i can change it !
remember what he told me : everyone deserve a 2nd chances !
i'll rmb that ! im not 3rd gred people ! ... LOL
today really happy and appreciate they come hang out for me !
somemore belamy tipu me said all of them not free to come ! but then end up they hide in cinema !
LOL ! .. when i saw them , i really happy ! ahahah !
anyways thank you guys ! =D
i wont update my blog often for this period , because im working and kinda lazy update ! LOL
thank you guys for the wishing ! =D happy always too =)
er ...
idk why i got the mood to write a post in my blog now !
but idk what i gonna write about !
hmm .. later .. which means afternoon , i think .
my sister is coming back to spent her holiday at home =D
which means i got accompanier liaw. haha !
but then i hope i wont argue with her la ..
and somehow i scare she will ask me about whats i going to plan for future ..
because when ever she ask and giving me her thoughts .. i feels like crying .
i know she is hoping the best for me but then those thing is not i wanna do or i like to do .
she wanted me go to form6 to continue my study , well , at first i was really resist on ..
i remembered when ever she is trying to convince me go to form6 , i really do feels like crying. HAHAHA ! -.-.
because i feels like she is forcing me to something i do not wish to do .
but then i really know that what she trying to do is for my own good.
and somehow , if i enter college .. its really need a huge amount to support me
myb for some other family they can support it , but then for me .. i know is really hard for my mom .
sometimes , i really do have a feeling to envy people that have father to support the family or to love them.
no need to worry about financial problems. ftw !
i rarely have this feeling , and its often show in my mind when i was form5 and when people talking about their father's stuff. and i dont really know why. dont feel how pathetic i am . i dont need this.
i wish i am still 9 years old .
but i still living fine here , and i appreciate what i have now . i think . . .lols
omg .
why am i go so far liao ! back to the topic .
so , my sister has already convinced me to go form6 , successfully.
. . . myb i should stay in positive thinking ! form6 is GOOD !
nothing wrong that i spend 2 years more in study .
sry for the sad post . lols .
i'll end here ! ..
每次想起都会傻笑 !
这次,用华语吧.应该比较贴切..哈 !
中四,和belamy坐在一起。
那天，他从他书包拿出他的钥匙出来..给我看他的keychain
是新加坡的merlion..接着不懂为什么从他口中听到了 [狮子妖怪]
然后，我看着他，他也看着我. 我们愣了一下就开始不停的狂笑！
其实我们也不懂在笑什么。 只是觉得我们两个[我看着他，他也看着我]的姿势很好笑！
中五，
某一天，又是和他一起放学去masjik jamek附近找广告.
我们看到了一间college 是一间很 up dap college 还要是旧楼那一种.
然后我们坐lift上去 那个lift是那种旧时代用的 带点暗暗的
我记得我好像按错搂 然后belamy一直在我旁边说有的没的..
然后门一开 我想我应该是低着头走出去 结果我被一个印度女人吓到
我也喊了一声 然后belamy就一直狂笑！ 我和那个印度女人也认不住在笑
中五
在ah bin的家等我妈妈载我回家
在这么空闲的时间 我和ah bin 还有他妹妹就讲话
他告诉我她们以前小时候的事情
还有更经典的是他妈妈如何叫他弟弟回家！...
和朋友们去pc fair买mp3 ..
在等他们买mp3的时候 belamy 坐着 不懂做什么
那个椅子cacat掉 belamy就也很cacat地跌在地上
在朋友的家 也是在聊天的情形下发生
当我们在笑着的时候 突然他一边笑一边放屁
然后就冲去厕所 这个真的很好笑！
应该是在我form3的时候.
那时放学后约好了看 high school musical 3
我 静怡 belamy 就先赶去买票.
我还记得当时我们是用跑的 从学校跑去time square
不是开玩笑 真的用跑的
记得那天spm考add math过后
和一班朋友下图书馆校对校刊的东西
8点多才离开
可能压力太大 我 belamy ah bin 做了很疯狂的事
就是 在走去lrt station的路途一直喊！
可能路人会觉得我们傻 可是对我们而言 真的很好玩！
还记得form3早放学
我 belamy 思敏 在lrt 内一直用奇怪的眼神瞪人家！
这个非常不礼貌的行为是从电视上学回来的！
我们也看到许多路人不同的反应 . 哈!
想起 form 3 的生活
我都会笑
form 2 的时候
刚认识belamy 我们的话题
我还很记得！
new year eve 的晚上在kar mun 家steamboat !
在游乐场玩的时候！
看final destination 3的时候！
form 4 我在班 一直笑
笑到很想呕. 只好忍着看着朋友笑！
i cant think any more funny stuff liao
but im sure that still alot of funny things happened in my life that i everytime i re-think about it
and i still can Laugh ! LOL
and i feel awkward to write in Chinese .. LOL
because i think is really weird for me ! .. just ignore that .. please ! =D
i'll end here . ? lol
-end-
n o t h i n g m u c h h a p p e n l a t e l y
as the title above , clearly state that what im currently doing . HA !
thats y im so free and im here ..
swt la ! ...
nothing to blog also .. sien !
boring and random post !
Definition of mood , feelings . . .?
previous post , i said that i gonna quit blog .
but now , i hesitate with my decision ... lol ..
because i found that sometimes my feeling is not good , i'll come to blog .
so , now is the same reason that im here again .
[and it doesn't means that my blog are full of sorrow or emo .. lol !]
yaa, recently my mood turns down when i am alone ..
mom working , sis studying .. so , i always alone at home.
if not count Button in la ..swt -.- !
idk why i got those feelings .. that feelings just makes me scare of making decision..
: SIGH ! ..
please , make my mind clear !
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random !
just come here and update my blog.
myb im just posting short post ..
because of my blankness of mind , so i dont really know what to blog !
sometimes i'll think , why am i here to blog ! ..i feels like wanna quit blog!
because , its kinda meaningless for me . im not that kind of people got 10k of readers ! LOL.: sigh ?
and somemore , i dont really have any reason for me to blog !
except for trying to improve my english.
[more in writing la , not in communication la ..myb !]
but i dont think its helping me in my grammar or what ..
because im just posting for my real life's routine only with my 'rojak english'!.. ha ha ha ha !
[but i do wish my english turn WELL]
i really wanted to post something that meaningful and quotes or something else .. but i fail to do it !
i think i ain't got any talent in writing ! : sigh again !
im probably going to quit my blog ! lol ..and its all depends on my mood ~ lalalalala
so,
currently im jobless and i really need a job badly ! swt !
everyone are busy with all their stuff..
but im just busy with my comp , button's shit and urine ! wtf
i really miss my secondary school life !
i feel pointless for my life now ..
idk why !
and my driving skill still sucks ! LMAO ! but then got some improvement la , i think !
-end- !
its official year 2010 now!
now having a part time job , which is so called promoter !
standing all day , and my bones are pain !
lol .. i think i can tahan la ! LOL .. just because of money ! ..
hmm, lets see, what i said to myself last year [ some do-list]
1. score in SPM !
2. must ulangkaji . . every week! [impossible gua , but i will try]
3. do homework all by myself !! no copy !!!
4. go back home earlier after school !
5.dont care so much about kokurikulum's things !
6.SAVE money !!!* MUST !!!!
7. every Saturday go play badminton !
8.STUDY !!!
9. finish all the exercise book for all subject !
10. focus on maths and add maths and BIO + chemistry !
11. hope i will be a hardworking girl ! -.- !!
12. if can , i wanna be in top15 in the class [i will try]
13. same group with huey in the camp ! LOL
14. less online . . . !
15. change my panas baran punya attitude ! and make myself more girly and polite !-.-
16.dont be last minute do thing punya wong ka hoe !
17. get my new room CLEAN .. everyday !!!
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laugh as loud as u can ! LOL ..
swt
so , since i made a do-list last year , and i din really reach my target !
so .. his year wont do again ! .. ahahha !
its all in my mind !
looking forward of next month ! =D
-end- !
woots ! new year eve
lol ! its 1.50am, 1/1/2010 ! so , happy new year !
oh ya , just now we went katie's house to have steamboat ! LOL
her mom prepared alot of FOODS ! ..
at the end we din finish all ... >< ! but we do tried our best to finish it ! ...
sorry katie . ! >< !
we hang out at the playground there ! .. its quite fun actually !
snapping photo , laughing , bragging, playing with a FULLED stomach ! hahaha..
then after that .. we went up and eat AGAIN! ..HA !
around 10++ then we going home ! ..
...
so , the conclusion is ! .. i was happy to be there with all my friends !
hope we can get more chances to spent the time together ! ..
photos will be upload by miss.Katie ! ..
so , wait for her ! haha !
forced to be update !
HA ! ..
as u all can see in my CBOX ! ...
aka princess and katie queen were asking me update me dull blog !
ahahahahahha ! ..
not very polite way , but i like it ! .. its seem there have something warm feeling inside !
actually i have nothing to update ..
because .. this few days i was staying at my home .. LOL
taking care of button .. @_@ !
she still naughty as well .. sigh !
hmmm ,
new year coming next week ! ..
i am still blur with my choices that i going to make ..
going to form 6 ? or choose the career that i always want to be !
form6 is in my mind because , i am still young ! i still have my study life ..
or myb is the extra times that giving me to make it clear with my mind !
i really blur now .. but i still depends on my spm's result ..
aihhhh , whatever !
okay , now almost 2am ady ...
why am i still awaken and not on my bed ..
ahahah ! because i just finish watching my favorite english drama show in pps !
its called OneTreeHill ! .. omg ! its damn good !!
hahahahahahh !! next drama will be GossipGirl or myb 90210 !
i know this 2 drama showing in 8tv ! but ..i dint watch 1st ep of this both drama ..
so i rather watch it in PPS !
err , i think i'll end here ..
because im kinda tired and 2ml going jogging ! LOL ...
zzzzzzzzzzzzz !
so ciaoz . !
ps: my princess and queen , i update my BLOG ! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! i may leave now ~ hehehhehe !
-end-
Never means forever
okay , i did ffk today ..
i din't go education fair today ! -.-
because i woke up late .. and i don't have transport to go lrt .. !
end up , taking care button ! swt !
kinda worry her condition la .. haihhh
hopes she will be fine lo ! for bitch sake ! =D
hmmmm... FOB's new song is so nice !
ALPHA DOG ! woots ..
i think i end here ..
button : my legs got fungus !
hmmm ! this is how she looks like in the morning ! .. chewing her BONE
then , afternoon bring her go for her vaccine..
but then when we met the doctor, help her check up ..
found that she coughing and her paw got FUNGUS ! omg ! ..
her paw was swallow up ! .. let me show u ...
see that ? her left paw ...
zzzzz !! stupid dog la ... !
waste money again ! .. it cost so expensive lei ! ... T_T
then she need to wear a collar like above picture ! aahahahh !!
her head is just like a flower !! so cute ! ..
but she seems like don't like the collar ...
haihh .. hope she get well soon la ..
okay laaa .. byebye la !
going to bed now ! .. tomorrow going education fair at mid valley ! LOL ...
-end-
back back back !
heyo, im back with my new blog skin !
previous one is kinda dull , i know.
let me think , i really din't touch my blog for a long time
although i already end with my SPM , and now waiting my result only !
what a worries .. sigh !
one of the reasons that i din't update my blog because i just feel that i tak ada 'ilham' !
hahahahah ! i don't know what to write !
but tonight , don't really know what kind of mood or something brought me here..
somemore changed a new blog skin and craping in my blog ! LOL
okayyy .. let me tell you all..
i own a dog now .. LOL ! its Jack Russell..
we named her as BUTTON !
it a very hyper active dog , err, no is VERY NAUGHTY DOG ! -.- !
i din't know that she is a very active dog when my sis purchase it ..
sigh !! really wtf when she go Crazy ! hahaha
but , now she kinda act nice and cute after staying in my house for 2weeks..
let me show you , how did she make me angry , sad and PAIN !
see that scar that she made !
LOL ! painnnnnnnn !
okay , that enough for the violation! LOL show you some pictures of button !
show you all her face ! =D
look ! she always show pity face when i lock her in cage ! don let her bluff u !
nice sleeping pose ?
omg ! she dead ! AHAHHA
haihhh .. ! its really not easy to teach her to poop at the right place !!
Awwwwww ! her shit is stink ! wtf la ..
always shit around ! let me 'zap si' ! yew ....!
and its kinda not comfortable with a new family and i need to take care her
because my previous life is kinda free .. i can lay my back and relax doing nothing at home !
BUT now ,
i have to wake up early and feed her, play with her ,wait her poop and so on.. ! LOL
tetapi , nasi dah jadi bubur !!
i have to take care her will she die ! LOL ... @_@
currently i finish watched 'little Nyonya' !
its a really brilliant drama ! its touched me alot ..
when watch that drama , i tears alot ! hahahah !
i rank 8/10 ! its really a nice drama... !
im looking forward to next year !
going to work hard on saving money !
i wanna go vacation !! ahahahha !
wait for the plans .. woooooooo !
xmas is around the CORNER !
get Funs ! ... =D
i think i'll end here ..
tomorrow going to bring button go for vaccine! hahahah !!
wait for the updates .. =D
so ..
so long ! =D
hmm !
i have my graduation day on 30/10 , which is yesterday .
i don't know why i cried ! LOL ..
too many feelings inside my mind?
still alot of ppl cried beside me .. LOL ..
even f4 student ! LOL ! ..
okay ~ skip those part..
then we took alot of picture..
but most of those photo is with my friend now .. LOL
so .. i probably will upload after i get those photo from my friends.
then night time , went to vc's house BBQ ! ..
having a great time there ..
hmm ! ...photos are not available here ! hahaha
because i didnt own any ! LOL ..
awww !
today is AAR concert !
baobeii going , and she got a ticket for me also !
but i cant go .. sry baobeii ! LOL .. -.-
i really wanna go ! BUT ... zzzzzz
suan laaa ..
*end ! ..
hmmm !
i went to have my add math class that day .
so , after that .
me and my primary friend , mei yin went for yam cha + driving !
hmmm .. i known her for a very long time ! almost 7 years ! LOL
i remembered she was sitting beside me since standard 4 until standard 6.
i have a great time with her tho. she is just a joker . a great one
she still the same way when we are talking to each other.
although we are not in the same school for now .
*skip*
so , we go ampang . near our primary school there ..
there got a HUGE place for me to drive her car .
when we are on the way .. we keep laugh and talk !
nice la wei . then .. when we got there . i start drive her car lo ..
AUTO car .. TOYOTA . a big car . that time i was scare ..
because i scare i go bang her car . hahahaha ! luckly my skill not that bad laaaa! ><
we keep LAUGH . having a really great time with her.
after that , we went a cafe . named MOMO kat pandan indah.
so we went yam chat there .. chit chat awhile .. then she fetch me back home .
i just wanna say thank you for her ! =) ! willing to teach me .. xD
erm.
today . afternoon . my mom bring me go learn car .
aiks ! .. as u can see .. i am desperate for my P license . bwahahahaha !
i hope i can get my license within October . jia you ! ..
thx mom ! =) !
back to 23/9
hmmmm ..
having outing with my friends ..
we watched THE FINAL DESTINATION .
really having fun when we were watching that movie.
because , min min and vc are so frighten out !
especially min min ! .. i keep laugh both of them ! so funny la wei ! ..
after movie . we went pizza hut to have our lunch ..
and celebrate minmin's bday ! ..
i made a card for her .. when she read my card .. tears coming out !
then she rush to toilet ! swt her la ..
but .. my tears also came out . LOL ! *so stupid*
then bla bla bla ... ! we went go take group photo !
took a bunch of group photo !! it was really GREAT ! ahahahah !
too bad inside no me ! >< !
*many more in facebook ! lawl . !
hmmm..
just updating my so-called hari raya's holidays ..
nothing special happened lo ! .. =) !
hmmm ..
shall i say this blog is lil bit boring ? hahaha
yea , i dint update for so long .
nothing to blog also !
2ml will going out with my friends ! =) !
so ciaoz !
stupid bitches !
act like u are so right but u're not !
dont point ur finger to other person !
u are such a loser !
soon goonna end ! im waiting .. haha
nth to blog much ! ..
just praying for the best !
oh ya ..
5aj got one feller get 39/40 on sejarah ! swt-nya !
LOL ! soalan bocor !
teachers are so dislike this to happened ! LOL
so , ciaoz !
friday dah ! ..
pn lee told belamy that my chinese paper get 63 !
arg ! .. somemore said : dont want add marks to those pupils that nearly score A !
swt her la ! ..
make me so wanna tumbuk-hatiku ! aahahahha
nvm ! i'll try and beg her ! swttttt !
arg ! 2 more weeks for TRIAL !
jiayou ! hopes to get good result ! ><
oh ya ! check out this guy below ! u can probably search him in youtube !
he damn handsome and talented ! =)
Christofer Drew aka Nevershoutnever
today !!
10.15am , while we are having our bm2 paper !
swttttttttttttttttttttttt-NYA !
my phone's alarm rang ! swtttttttttttttttttttttt
so damn fishhhh !!!!
what happened to me !
y my luck so SUI ! god bless me !
today ! is the day that i start my spm trial !! which is BM1 and Math1.
i am so fucking sweat !
excuse me ..
this post , i will using a lot of BadWords to express my feeling ! AHAHAhA
ah-hem ..
okay , yesterday i was doing some revision until 11pm+ then i went to my bed and try to sleep ..
so , i was turning left and right , repeat and repeat and repeat ..
obviously , i cant sleep at all ..
erm, myb just because of this few days i was doing SOME fucking revision until 3am then baru go sleep..
u know , is holidays mah ! so is really used to sleep late at the night .. haha -.-
and this is so-so-so-so-so-sooooooo Wrong ! is so fucking wrong !
so , instead of wasting my time for me to turn and turn my body situation and try to get in my fucking sleep's mode ..
so i woke up and do my fucking add math ex. ! that time was aroung 12pm++..
then .. do till 3am.. then baru go and sleep !!!
then i fall as sleep ... is a good thing right ? because i can really sleep at that moment..
my phone rang .. and i dont really know who was calling me until i heard that voice ..
is belamy , i felt weird , why he call me in the fucking morning ..
(which i thought that time was like around 5am+ , and i think that time is way too early for me to wake up to get prepare! ) swt . fuck
belamy ：halo..
me ：helo.. ( i am totally in the blur mode)
belamy ：你现在哪里？
me ：我.. 我.. 我.. 我.. 在家咯！ ( i really stuck in my words , try to think where am i ! swt)
belamy ：你知道现在几点吗？
me ：几点？ (swt lo .. , i really go and ask what time izzit)
belamy ：7点5个字. 就来7点半了！
me ：哦~ 7点半... ( i though no big deal ..)
me ：什么！！！7点半？(then only relised that it is 7.30am ! in the morning ! my paper start at 8.10am)
and i was SHOCK .. and jump up from my bed and shouted "7点半"? !
belamy ：是拉！ 你做么？考试类今天！ ...
me ：死咯, 我要怎样?怎样?? ！ohh! okay byebye . ! ( i was 语无伦次 ) swt ROFL.
my mom also shocked ! and both of us are so nervous! and freaking out ! ..
then my mom wanted to fetch me go to school , but then the road are jaming !
so , she fecth me go take LRT .. swt !
7.45am i take the lrt then 8.00am reach plazarakyat !
and i am running out of time .. left 10minutes only ! SWT lo ..
then i run all the way to school ! .. and when i reach school .. it was 8.07 like that !
its really start the exam without me !! fuck !!!
and when i walked in to my class .. all my classmates claping hands for me .. ! swt lo ..
AHAHAHA -.- !
thank God ! lucky i can manage to take the test ! aiks !
this my day for today ! fuck my life ! ish !
i have nothing to say ! i felt very fish ! swttttttttttt-nya !!!
*happy bday to missKatie ! today is her bday ! LOL ..
yesterday just celebrate michelle and pyng's bday ! ahahah
HappyBday also !
hahahahaha !
today i with my jiejie !
go KTARC ! LOL
stay at the library whole afternoon .. haha
doing maths and add math !
keep ask jiejie how to solve .. swt !
then then ..
6pm ..
jiejie's bf come and fetch us ..
we go makan .. McD ! ahahaha
i order 1 set McDeluxe (large) + 1 BuburAyam (small)+BuburAyam (Large) !
ahahahahhaha .. thats why im fat ! ..
then.. fetch me go tuition ! ..
thx jiejie and cheeken gor ! ahahaha
thats all for today !
ahahhaah !
is been a so-long while that i dint update my blog !
not because of my boring life..
just myb im don wanna share it in here ! lol ..
wad so ever !
and hope to get my P earlier
going to learn car in this hols!
i wanna drive !!!
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hols coming soon !
i will eat all the books ! LOL
gambateh !!
i feel so sad today ,
even i got the feeling that i wanna cry ! swt
sometimes i do think how will be like that ?
is needs 2 person to built up the relaitionship
but , is just need 1 person to break the relaitionship
michelle told me this today !
i know is important to tolerate ..
i do try everytime, but somehow i get tired of it
but i will still try .. coz i care .
someday , i will tell u what i feel !myb soon ...
Crap . !
-end-
fuck you !
im so pissed right now !
i got the mood to write everything !
did u say im irresponsible ?
ya ! i am irresponsible !
because that im not doing many things as u do ?
or myb that im less meeting with you
or myb that i din social with u all ?
did you notice that i already told photograph's group about those photo shooting stuff ? !
if u dont know , please just shut the fuck up !
i know u dont like me neither i ! fuck you !
from the begining i told myself that i going to be patience !
told myself sabar everything !
because i know that i will not be cooperative with them nicely !
their working style is worst that i thought ..
and !!
不要拿着鸡毛当令箭！
u are just a fugly dumshit maron!
everything seems pissing me off !
i dont really know why !
its been a long while i dint blog any long post
coz i dont really wanna write it out here !
everything is inside my mind ..
i know when im in happy mood or moody
i need to be Motivate !
Learn to appreciate things that around you !
sometimes when it pass by right beside you ..
myb it just wont get back to you !
Nice legs, Daisy Dukes,
Makes a man go (whistles)
That's the way they all come through like (whistles)
Low-cut, see-through shirts that make ya (whistles)
That's the way she come through like (whistles)
Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down
Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down
I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How do I say I'm sorry cause the word is just never gonna come out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
Tight jeans, double d's makin' me go (whistles)
All the people on the street know (whistles)
Iced out, lit-up make the kids go (whistles)
All the people on the street know (whistles)
Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down
Cause I just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock them down
I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How do I say I'm sorry cause the word is never gonna come out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
I got my gun c0cked tight and I'm ready to blow
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
This is the same old dance that you already know
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
I got my gun c0cked tight and I'm ready to blow
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
This is the same old dance that you already know
I think I should know how to make love to something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
nice song tho !
this few days ..
i feels lonely in the night !
anyone there ? !
today i went for my undang test !
LOL ! .. guess what ? i got it ..
48/50 .. aint that awsome ! hahahah ..
perasan . !-.-
after this , i gonna attend 6hours of kursus !
aiks .. another boring day is waiting for me !
after that kursus , im going to drive .. !!
*ah-hems .. i means learn how to drive! * =p
haihh..
today was a tired day ! ..
woke up in the early of the morning just for taking test ! ..
LOL ... but nvm , im PASS !
hmmmmm ! ..
I MUST SAVE MONEY FOR NOW !!!
i wanna buy present for my FRIENDSSSS !!!
today , my mood was totally fucked up ! ..
i dont know what happened to me ..
i get scared of everything ..
and somemore my stomach not feeling well ..
friends were asking what happened to me ..
[thx for yours concerned]
2ml going to take undang ! ..
pray for me ..
my post gettings shorter and shorter ..
sry for that .. i dont have any bullshit to post !
my stomach not feeling well again !
ush ! ..
and , i really dont like the way their work !
i cant put myself into the group !
damn !
arggg ! ..
hahahaha ! ..
i can feel the pain of my stomach when i was sleeping
so .. I POOP again ! ... [not poop on bed !! is toilet laaa -.- ]
haihhhhh ..
then my sis come back and da bao hor fun for me ..
then she do her assignment ..
need to print somethings . but at the end she cant manage to print it .. ! LOL
then she now went back wangsa maju ! ! -.-
arg !!
today was so fucked up when after school !
okay , my perut was not so feeling good in the pass few days !
which means i having some constipation and stomached..
keep farting ! kinda smelly actually . hahahahah =D
after school , i went to toilet coz i wanna pee
guess what ? i feels like wanna pupu at that moment ..
okay .. so i did pupu ... -.-
after that we go TOGO eat ..
we having so much fun there ..
talking , laughing , gossip-ing ..
bla . bla . bla .
then me and belamy leave ahHee and min
coz they have stuff to do in school ...
then me and belamy walked to lrt station ..
OMFG ! i can feel my stomach pain that time ..
and , my shit is gonna poop out of my anus !
i keep cursing ! i cant really tahan ... !
this kind of thing , i tried b4 ! its really embarrassed ! LOL
but , its not my problem lo ! .. ish ish ! this is the 2nd time ..
then belamy ask me to turun at Pudu to have a relieve
hahaha , i was running down from the station just for finding a toilet !
actually i was thinking of wanna go to MADAM WONG ..
but then , it is close today ! damn ..
so i run to a old restaurant which is quite famous and have a pupu's time !
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!
FML ! ...
now im going to have a nap !
so ciaoz !
-end- !
hmmm..
woke up at 10am+ today ..
because im going to play badminton with friends ..
LOL .. is really tired for me ..
coz im not that kind of girl that always do sports !
erm , overall is a nice day la .. LOL
2ml , i am sure that my joints all will gonna pain like shit ! T_T !
after that , we went to A&W to yamcha ..
then we went home ..
hope belamy will understand what i told him today!
currently my house's area have no water supply !
wtf ? ! i cant even enjoy my bath ! ><
*pray* hard hard !! water comes to me !!!
lol .. im nuts !
and
this few days ..
im trying to get myself up in the middle of the night !
because i wanna study , do revision !
but it always FAILED ! diao ..
and from now onwards , imma sleeping at living room's sofa !
ahahahah .. i think i will wake up !
i need to work my ass out or else im going to regret !
i love my FRIENDS !
=) !
my hair ady fucked up !
sad for me !!
ish !
as the title above . !
i called 17/7/09 is one of my badday!
and it suppose to be a nice day ..
but end up with BULL !
wasn't having a very good feeling in this morning ..
*skip* *skip*
i cut my hair . !
and my face looks like a greenApple . ( karmun said so )
the word , 'cute' can describe me ! =.= !
omg , im not cute !
u see , a cute hair style is not match with my face !
seiiiiiiiii la !
my previous look !
zzzzzz ! argg !
skip to the dinner that we had at jogoya !
we having our jamuan there .
all of us eating , playing , chatting , and camwhore-ing !
is suppose to be like this ! all having fun !
but , crazy things happened. something that is not disipline at all !
got 1 feller drunk ! dont why the fuck she go and drink !
just because her own things !
okay , she drink is non of my businese!
but she entered our VIP room and start to drink !
i was so embrased , because all the aunty uncle and those workers at jogoya is staring with us !
i think they still cursing us ! !
then she is so SWING . . walk oso bengkang bengkok !
then ! SHE PUKE ! illllllllllll ! .. ishh !
okay , some girl friend drag her go to toilet to clean up..
after that she come our room and rest awhile ..
then dont what the fuck , she wanna puke again ..
then she puke her things in the basin ! ..
then the water from the basin was sinked out !
because the water is stuck by her puke's thing !
when i saw this , i shouted out and leave jogoya ! ISH !
not good at all ! ..
-end- !
friendship is not a fragile thing ,
its suppose to be solid !
i not that kind of person that can put all my trust on other people
ya , myb im scare of getting hurt ! lol
and is hard to find the true friend , but i found !
perhaps,
need a long time for me to process
for me ,
other than mama , jiejie !
the 2nd place in my mind is friendship!
this bull craps of mine is just a very lame post !
ahahahah ..
watched HarryPotter6 today !
is premier yo.. haha
is not that good as i expect tho ..
but still okay , still can make me laugh !
not many excited scene , i think its just got one scene that is excited only =(
LOL .. which shocked my ass out ! -.- then belamy was laughing at me !
but , sad thing is MrDumbledore was dead ! aiks .
2ml going jogoya , again ! -.-
2ml is the 3rd time i going in .. lol
this time , i going to eat slowly
according to biology , eat slowly while u eating , its actually will not get full in a short time !
LOL .. i wanna eat slowly until i can feel the BOLUS in my esophagus ! lol
erm , myb do some mediation after eat ! *im out of my mind*
this idea went through my mind due to last time ..
i ate dinner buffet at jogoya with my mom until i vomit all the food out ! ahahaha
isn't that i am brilliant ? HAHAH !
going have a hair cut 2ml too with vc !
hopes i get a nice hair cut *pray*
but i think is the same still face la ! LOL
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sien sei !
spent my whole day for listening 5hours of undang !
swt-nya !!!
i sit uncle's van , and i can feel the speed .. 130km/s !
shioknya ! LOL .. zzz
and, i am so tired !
i going to bath and sleep now !
ciaoz
oh ya ! thx jie , for giving me the watch ! =) !
i will take care of it ! ..haha
but easy to get dirty la ..coz its white colour !
ya ! i skipped sch again ! ..
lol
2ml going to listen undang !
5hours ! zzzz
next friday ! is pengawas's mmj .
gee , i just dont undestand why ppl are so ..
i donnoe how to describe ! LOL
我又被人感动了啦！！
这个人就是katie小姐！
真的，还记得f2的时候 ，我们还吵过架！
感情不那么的好..印象也大扣分！ 哈哈！ ..
中三开始有少许的聊天吧.. 不太记得了啦.
中四，我们开始合作了！ 搞camp嘛..
现在想到这些，真的觉得自己在f2时很蠢！
哈哈哈 -.- !
喂，我不怎么好啦！ 不要说道酱！ -.- !
真的被你感动到拉! buddyforever !
删除掉那些不好的回忆 ！
加油！
今天就用华语来post吧。
今天，学长终于升新的ajk啦。。
我们committee开了一整天的会议就是要讨论这些calon们..
真的一整天没进过班上课... T_T !
下课时，我们的chong哥 请我们去独中食堂吃饭..
他包完我们的食物咯 是很豪一下！ 哈..
当学生们都回班后，我们就fall in .
宣布谁是谁咯.. 我们都很兴奋一下 但是我就很热 -.-
过后，我们committee一个一个讲感言
第一个日泪盈眶的是 captain啦.. 过了30秒后，他成功控制情绪 没哭了！
第二个是 missKatie咯！ 哈哈哈哈哈！ ..好无理头的他才是他！ =）
第三个是karfei咯.. 他好感性哦..说下说下就哽咽了！哈哈哈！
本人是第四个 =____________= !!
都是karfei勾起伤心事..害我忍不住落泪 ..!
还有谢谢几位members的拥抱咯.. ! 哈！
然后就圆满结束咯...
其实这班form4真的有点令人讨厌..
太过多管闲事了!
真的不明白他们在想什么！
有时真的看不过眼..
但是还是算了..不要理！
哈哈哈！ 我退休啦... !
今年一直以为学长团部在我心里不是no.1的！
可是今天升人的时候，很多感触咯..
学长团真的让我学了很多东西..
form1 ,傻傻的给颖杰拉进学长团做trainee ,然后又无端端做了学长
form2 ,不太记得类。 哈哈哈！ 那时的我应该很幼稚！ -.- !
form3 ,开始对学长团更有上进心了..
form4 ,这年对我来说是真的怀念 ， 和一班学长们搞camp ! 那时我们真的非常地开心！
然后，因为某些事而弄到我对学长团死心，把所有心机都放到interact.
form5 ,很轻松地到了今天，退休啦..
我会很怀念以前在camp的我们 !
很感谢他们给与我的合作！！！ =）
啊！ 酱子的场面我都会哭
真的不敢想象毕业典礼会如何！
死了啦... !
i dont like u ! really do !
who the hell u think u are ?
don make ppl's life get worst ..
zzzzz !
damn , i tot u were good !
but, u not .
skipped school today ! ..
this morning was so not feeling well !
damn..
morning till now ..
i drank about 3liter of water ..
and feel better ..
later going tuition ! damn ! .
i wanna rest !
ciaoz !
okay . !
today watched Transformer ! is sooooooooooo NICE ..
and megan fox is soooooo HOT ! ahahahaha ..
@____@ .. bee is cool ! lol ..
*meet kelvin in the cinema there .. LOL
erm,
nth to write now .. !
2ml is a school day , as usual ..
2ml after 2ml , is our school teachers day !
and saturday i going to old folks home .. ishh
I NEEDA STUDY ON SATURDAY and SUNDAY !!
and if i dint do so , i am a DUMBASS ! DARN!
woopssss ! sorry for the no updating my blog ..
because im lazy ! hahaha ! ..
now i gonna post some random post ! ..
last sunday , is a school day for us , i mean for sm confucian's student only !
LOL .. is our school's 校友回校日 , which i dont know how to say in english ! =.=
erm , after the pameran .. we have a jamuan in private confucian's hall ..
and interact club have 2 tabless , hahaha , which means we and myself can go in eat !
you know ? one person cost rm100 to go inside to eat ! WAHAHAHAA...
thankyou to Rotarianss who belanja us to eat !! =)
we have a good time in there ..
and here some pictures ! lalalala ..a big big smile on our face !
spot rtnJeffrey, he was trying to kacau us ! hahahah
we end up taking picture =)
the food are quite nice ....
some funny case happened inside ..
we scream when ppl scream ! hahahaha
and .. got a uncle which is from other table ..
he was giving us their food .. in a sudden . and we were shocked !
uncle said : youg people should eat MORE ! *smile* LOL
after the ceremony ..
me and ahHee took a free ride from min's father ..
so , we headed to 精武山 , because min's father was there ..
ahahahha ! then ..
we found out that day actually was a puppy competition ..
ahahaha ... many dogs at there .. i saw a very macho dog!
da-raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
macho right ? his hair is soooooooo beautiful !!!
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monday , is a offday for us ..
i mean just for sm'confucian's student only ! again .. LOL ..
me , belamy and sk went to find advertisment for our school magazine .. !
walked whole afternoon.. we just get rm117 ! LOL
aiks .. arround 2pm + we went to sk house play ps1 ! LOL ..
i know is quite outdate, coz we still playing ps1 .. but is fun what .. LOL ..
6pm+ we going back ..
*random*
end ! ...
zzzzzzzzz lame post ! hahaha , i know ..
yesterday , me and my mum went to eat DURIAN !
and we eat 99 durian ! .. 99 is just a name for the durian !
im not eating that much laaaaa ! 99 ? LOL ...
99 not that nice actually .. but because of the price ..
more cheaper than other , so i have no comment about it ..
then today ! ..
after school ..
we went to eat durian again !!!
this time .. we eat D24 and 101 ! WHOA !
it is so nice to eat !! ..
idk why , i just so like to eat durian !
*skip*
oh yaa !! i passes my physic !!!
yeash ! .. this time i get 53?
wtf right ?
i think is ah chong punya problem !
this time physic paper got 1 essay question is the same question in intervensi2
and i wrote exactly the same answer [which in intervensi] for dianogstik !
wtf ? intervensi i get 0 marks , this time round i get 10marks for this question? !
stupid looooooo ! but nevermind , is a good news !! hehehe !
im so happy , coz i get all pass ! next target ,i aim-ing for A and B or myb C la !
im not that smart laa ..
i get 13rd in the class ! once again .. i reached my target ! lalalalalal !
that means i wont get scold from my mama on 2/7 ! -.-
nothing much to say .. !
so .. ciaoz
Bravo picture.!
i get it from missKatie ! hahahaha
yes ! .. that middle of the person is me ..
i get caught in camera when i was trying to sit on that bamboo raft
hahahah !
erm ..
just back from school ..
because we need to take our kerja amal's photo ..
Monday is deadline .. lol ..
nothing much for today ..
LOL ..
so, ciaoz !
today, after that mou liu meeting ! .
me and vc went to mcd ! ..
actually , im cares abt what belamy think ..
argggg ! ..
*skip*
nite time ,
chat with missKatie..
is fun chating with her ..
and we chat abt our bi ye dian li .
hahaha ..
our friendship getting better and better . =) !
still remember , when we were f2 , we were not that good !
i means is not good at all ! ..
ahahhahaha ...
but comes to tis year , we bcome good friends !
hey , if u reading this.
just wanna tell u that im sorry last time .. hahahah !
sometime face to face i cant say it out .. hahah i paisheh
friends forever . =) ..
bi ye dian li we cry together ! AHAHAHAH ..
friends forever !
just now talk with bel ,its makes me sad ! ..
screwed him ! .. but now nothing ady ! ==
we started to talk to each other !
and i feels happy .. -.- hahaha
wish me luck !
and once again ! i pass my add math , dude !
YEASH ! lalalalalala
now still left physic .. so wtf subject ..
i think i will fail it ! arggggg !
ya , mid-term holidays ends tonight !
going back to school tomorrow ..
uhhhhh .. ! too bad huh!
i got nothing to say ..
and i aint that happy now !
ishh , moody mood comes again
wtf ..
i screwed up just now ..
agure with mom again !
aiksss ..
gtg ! so ciaoz ..
*having the mood to blog now .. ! haaaaaa
hmmmmmmmmm
just back from prefect's camp today ..
overall was good ! proud of them for doing all those hard works
althought there were a few things are not satisfies ..
nevermind =) keep it up .. we wont blame u !
u all did a nice job ! =) ..
this camp full with those aktiviti LASAK !
and my paha 'dah ada colour dah' ! T.T
my very lemak-paha with that colour ! T_T
actually , i ain't that happy .. !
myb im not selesa with friendss in the camp ...
i still prefer spending my time with my gang ! LOL
even , the 1st nite i sms with belamy ! bt stupid him din reply me after a few msg ! ==
i am sure that he is dota-ing ! -.-
but then , i fall as sleep .. zzzzz
this camp reminded me alot of things happened in last year ..
the friendship between me and her ...
everything changed . and i feels sad laaa -.- wtf
until now , we dint even talk , but except for the 2nd nite , she was asking me to meeting with pengarah aktiviti .. ! i am so swt lo ! what u want me to answer u ? NO ? ==
trying not to think now .. hatiku memang tak sedap la ! ISH
i tak mau cakap banyak kat sini laaaa! zzzz
oh ya ,
after 2days for Mr. Sun burning my skin in the camp ..!
my skin getting darker and darker .. TT
now , im like a ma lai po ! wtf !
argggg ... but whatever ..
i ain't that fair before ! hahahaha ==
nvm , i'll put many lotion ! hahahaha
before we check out !
i keep cam whoring with friendsssss
and many ppl wanna take picture with me !
ahahahahah *perasan* ==
lalalalalalalalaaaaaa ...
wanna see ?
okayyyyyyy , i'll show ..
PEACE !
apa muka ini ! but cute la wei !
spot her face ! cute right ? haaaa
im acting cool ! hahaha.. spot our hands
zzzzzzzzzzzzz !
muka i memang hodoh ! -.-
yozzzzz !
that time im 'ha qiu-ing' ! seriously LOL
thatsssss all i have in my phone !
waiting friendsssss send me those picture , then i'll posttttt !
hahahahahaaaaa
*the longest post i ever post ! * -.-
ciaozzz !
